Jodie Means Grace of God: Day 57 to 69 I am still refusing the G-tube operation but Jodie is still not drinking

My Face may be different, but my feelings the same
I laugh and I cry, and I take pride in my gains
I was sent here among you, to teach you to love
As God in the heavens, looks down from above
To Him I am no different, His love know no bounds
Its those here among you, in cities and towns
That judge me by standards that man has imparted
But this family I have chosen will help me get started
For I'm one of the children, so special and few
That came here to learn the same lessons as you
That love is acceptance it must come from the heart
We all have the same purpose, though not the same start
The Lord gave me life, to live and embrace
And I'll do it as you do but at my own pace

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Day 57 to 69 I am still refusing the G-tube operation but Jodie is still not drinking

Jodie is still not drinking, if I knew what I know today, Jodie would've never had the g-tube. Look I am no doctor, but the barium swallow was a sign, Jodie drank 60mls that day, the liquid was thick and the bottle teat was large.... I really just want to get her out of NICU at get her home, I even thought maybe I must sign a waiver and just run :-)